Two years without a child, yet I still have to cope with a husband whose trust in me has gone like the wind—my husband doesn’t trust me anymore because I opened up about what I did while in the university.
Sometimes the fear of what might be send so much shiver down our spine that we reveal some secrets to those we love. The fear of losing Joe inspired my actions and I had no choice but to tell him how I aborted pregnancy twice as an undergraduate at the University. Of course, he didn’t take it lightly and seems to think I kept it from him for too long.
He said I should have told him before we got married. The worst is that my husband is convinced that the reason for our inability to have a child two years after our wedding is down to the aborting I did while in school. Though, I regret my past actions, I am absolutely sure our inability to have a child two years after marriage has nothing to do with the abortion. I have done two different tests and checkups at two different major hospitals and nothing seems to be wrong with my womb and other reproductive segments of my body.
The problem is that Joe won’t go for any test because he believes I am the one who has a problem. The doctor thinks he should go for a test, but Joe thinks otherwise. Now he doesn’t even come near me as he now sleeps in the other room that make up our flat. He is so far away from me and has refused to touch me since the past four month since I told him my dirty little secret.