I am 19 years old and I have a child. My problem in life started when I was 15 years old, going on 16, and I became sexually active. At that time, I had two boyfriends, one was attending my school but the other was doing his own business, and he was giving me what my parents were not able to give to me.
We used to have `s3x` every week, sometimes twice for the week. I was living with my mother and she knew what was going on. After she found out that I was having `s3x` and I admitted it, she wanted to meet the man. I didn’t tell her that I also had another guy at my school.
My boyfriend, who used to give me money, went away for three months and during that time I got pregnant, but I lost the baby. Some people said that I threw away the baby, but that was not true. Some people knew that I got pregnant, and when my boyfriend came back they told him and I denied it.
I was still living with my mother and my mother started to talk to a man and he moved in with us. One day he asked me for `s3x` and I told him no. He told me that he was only with my mother, to help her but he can give me anything I wanted.
He begged me not to say anything to my mother and I promised that I wouldn’t, but if he gave me an expensive cell phone I would give him a kiss. He told me he would need more than a kiss.
Two weeks after, while I was cooking he came into the kitchen and came behind me and showed me a box. It was an expensive phone and he told me that whenever I am ready, he would be ready. I was so stupid. I allowed him to come into my room when my mother was sleeping he started to fondle my breasts and kiss me and we had `s3x`.
My boyfriend came back from abroad that same week and we had `s3x`, too. And later on I discovered I was pregnant.
I did not know who got me pregnant, so I told my boyfriend he did. The baby born and everybody can see that this child does not look like my boyfriend or anybody in his family, but he loves the baby.
That man is still living with my mother and he told me that the baby is his. I don’t know what to do. My boyfriend is taking care of us but my mother’s boyfriend still offers me things and tells me it is not for me but for the baby.
Do you think I should tell my boyfriend that I cheated?